February 2012
all the different directions i switch to.. will they all lead to the same situation? could i admit that im terrified of the future sometimes? why do i act this way..
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Even if I say it’ll be alright, still I hear you say you want to end your life..
Anonymous asked: You are so beautiful, I'm so in love with the essence of your thoughts. Mere glimpses infiltrating my brain like smoke seeping through alveoli.... †∆∞
want to know so much.. nature does things so im not too far beyond my time i suppose.. always trying to fight it. i want to understand
Stay close to any sounds.
That make you glad you are alive.
– hafez (via happyelephant)
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Knowing that there are somethings that will never advance to total well being.. is it oddly a little more beautiful that way? Or just more disastrously hopeless that there will never be an official ending, that things will just sort of fade on, no happy ending..
mynameisapoem:
realizations are something else y’all.
i’m gonna be inside of myself for a little while.
Being a vegan is NOT expensive..
twelvelives:
Ive heard plenty of people say the only reason they arent a vegan or even vegetarian is because it is expensive. Thats completely false. I spend about 40 dollars every two week on food. Thats roughly 2.80 a day on food.. So yeah, please stop making that your excuse because its completely invalid.. You dont have to be rich to eat good!
growing up… damn. i can’t remember the break between all the phases. seeing little things here and there that i use to spend so much time with when i was younger…
when did i forget? i can’t remember when it was i lost grasp..
wandering around memories i cannot remember
9eyez:
He loves me like…
The woman I desire to Be and,
The little girl I still am.
I love him as the boy that he is and,
The young man Love may…
Transform him to.
But, perhaps not.
For I was told that boys can’t be loved into manhood.
But, how is it that,
I was loved to womanhood?
Maybe it was me all along…
We’ve loved.
Does it even matter?
no coincidence.. all inevitable
exhales.: another reason i'm weird →
mynameisapoem:
the problem with me and talking to boys is that i get very formal. it makes me uncomfortable. outwardly i’m not that uptight—as a matter of fact i actually say things that are stupid—but on the inside i’m just really stiff and uncomfortable. even when it’s someone i’ve known for a while. this doesn’t happen with every single male bodied person i converse with i just mean when i...
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i know i can’t be the only one that has that one secret they’ll probably never tell.. what happened to me is why i act the way i act today, it’s crazy when really thought about.. i went through that.. and now im like this.. and i don’t like it.. not one bit. i can change though, i can be anything, do anything.. im a coward. why? it wasn’t my fault.. never. but what...
michelyah:
love this
Ndoumbe: Are you offended by me?
Me: No, why would I be?
Ndoumbe: I don't know. I think sometimes I'm too much of an asshole.
Me: It's okay to be an asshole. If you're not an asshole, there's something wrong with you.
Kim: Yeah, you have to question those people who are not assholes.
Me: Word like why the fuck are you so nice?
sol flower: less I →
delatiierra:
more eye
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Don’t pay much attention to fear, because that is dangerous. If you pay much...
– Osho (via nirvikalpa)
The kingdom of heaven is within you; and whosoever shall know himself shall find...
– Egyptian proverb from the Great Temple of Karnak (via nirvikalpa)
i can't
mynameisapoem:
that song is pretty much directed at me.
and i knew this song for such a long time.
and i didn’t take any of the advice.
how the hell can i love art and not use it when it speaks to me?
what’s the point of me making art? or wanting to make art? if i don’t pay attention to messages that have been put in my life?
We who accept herb. Herb is not, herb is important, but herb is more important...
– Bob Marley
I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become.
– Carl Jung (via nirvikalpa)
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although i don’t like making lists of things i want in a person, having a ‘type’ is silly, but from time to time i think about how my ideal female would be someone who to watch cartoons with, eat veggie burgers, shrooms + long walks in the nature trail barefoot in the summer…